These days I have been wondering a lot about being a mother and what it means for me now as well as the implications it has for my future. I think about fights I had with my parents when I was in my teens and I fear the day that my baby can see my blunders and is mad enough to call me out on them.
But for the time being, my son is the shining light of my life. However much I complain about sleepless nights when I am used a human pacifier, the grumpy and crabby days, and even the fussy drinking; I could not possibly imagine this point in my life without him.
Right now, I am so grateful for my babyish baby boy Alaan and for the happiness he brings to our family. I am also incredibly grateful to have a very supportive and caring mother who looks after Alaan when I am at work. My mother is the best grandmother a baby could ever have, and she jumped in with two feet right along with me in bringing up this wonderful baby. Yes baby, you are light of our lives
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